Grace 그레이스

(This post is a self-talk. If you read and don't unds this, nvm about it okay? But you can ask me about it if you want to.)

Feeling damn depressed today.
Bad day to begin with.
Got woken up so early for some reason which I won't say.
But it pissed me off. Of cos.
I am grumpy when I don't get 10 hours of sleep.

Then followed by all my emotional tweets.
I also don't know why I was feeling down.
To the extent of crying while in the shower.
And while talking to Denise on the phone as well.

Mom asked why I looked so sad today.
As my mom, she could read me like a book.
I said that I was tired. Though she doubted.

But yeah. Naturally, I cried while telling her what I was keeping inside my heart.
But I couldn't tell her everything.
What could I say? What could I tell her?
I only told her that it was about my health, family, friends and school.

I couldn't say what I really wanted.
I can't say, "My 'bf' left me for another girl." (that still hurts, just that I don't show it out so much anymore)
Money problems? This was forever. Existent. As long as I am still getting allowance from them.
And of cos, the surgery. Friends. And family. But all of this, I can't say much of this here.

I won't even hope for a better day tmr.
Maybe when I feel better, I can start to do so...

Bye.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

WALAO EVERYTHING I TYPED JUST DISAPPEARED. FML.

I tell you. I blogged during lesson time just now.
And when I clicked 'Post Entry' or whatsoever and refreshed LJ, it was gone.
LIKE GONE. DAMN IT!

It's weird right!
My subject itself, does not match whatever I'm ranting now.

I want to cry, also cannot cry.
Why? Cos it's gone.

Why am I so pissed over a missing entry?
Cos it was just gone like that.
Had a shock of my life.

And tell me to get over it?
No. It's hard.
Cos this is my second post in LJ.
And I've faced such a shocking problem.

K la when I sleep, I'll forget this the next morning.
LJ, I give you one more chance.
Don't screw yourself up.
Or I'll switch to Wordpress.

BYE. BYE.
ARGHHH.

Hello hello.

Decided to do a Livejournal instead of updating my Blogger.
I was testing out Wordpress as well, but the themes weren't nice.
This one is pretty! Pink and white, my fave combo!

Oh yeah! Huiyun got tickets to JYJ event...
So me, Shuhui and her are going tgt!

I wanted to see Jaejoong... at least for once!
Xueer asked me if I wanted to stalk.
But I thought maybe yes or, maybe no.
I dunno. I told her to see how first.

But now I get to go! Thanks to Huiyun~ Hehe

Ahhh... It's like 3 more days till school starts again.
TEP orientation... Not so fun.
Plus I'm gonna be studying first before working.

And I kinda dread next sat...
Cos... it's the KPop night concert.
And my boys will be performing.

Jjong is injured and I'm worried sick.
Kept whining and complaining to Denise, Doreen and Joyce.
The girls came over to my house to help out with packing of the fanchants.
(And they did manicures while I did a pedicure! Kekeke)
We've got them printed and packed so all's done.
Finally. Felt a little relieved that our parts are done.

Okay I will try to update more often!
It's my first time using LJ so I need some time to adjust...
After all l've been using Blogger for the past few years.
I switched to LJ cos here, I can lock entries.
And I shouldn't be spamming my Twitter timeline too.
That's all.

Bye bye.